Maybe a minor miracle

I've filled hundreds of pages with hope, despair, motivations, interpretations, opinion, lecture, fantasy, irony, determination, fear, insecurity, bravado, sarcasm, history..................to date, over 100,000 words, and yet I have never made a single claim even approaching any improvement in my condition. Until now. 

I would tell you what it is, but I'm too sleepy right now. I'll get back to you soon.